MY FAVORITE JEANS

Wow it has been a LONG TIME since Ive posted last! I have been busy busy busy between working all the time, going to the lake house, helping my bf get his house ready to sell! I cant believe its almost been a month since Ive posted wow how time flies by! Anyways stopped the diet for a week this past month =/ so haven't really lost much. But I went to look in my closet the other day for something to wear to the Sunrise Hot Air Balloon Show and saw my favorite old pair of jeans lying there so I thought what they hay I want to try them on and see how much more weight I have got to loose to fit in them...and Guess what!! They fit with a LITTLE bit of extra room! Haha So I know almost every girl has those "favorite pair of pants" and these are mine. Yeah I know holy jeans haha but oh so comfortable I LOVE THEM!! Anyways I am loosing ALOT of inches but no pounds My weight has stayed the same up or down 5 lbs. But I am loosing inches like crazy. I dont understand that one but oh well I'm still happy BC I could care less what the scale says if I'm losing inches and look skinny HAHA!

Lazy day..

Not much to write today. Im off work today..wanted to go walking at river road park but its raining. So just gonna do my workout video with Jillian Michaels. Bad eating day too. I hate it when it rains...


Today I have ate:
Breakfast: Cheerios and Milk 118 calories
Lunch: 4 Grilled chicken strips with sauce 200 calories
Snack: Half a flatbread 100 calories
Left for dinner: 582 calories

SUPER EXCITED!!!!

Ok so YYYYAAAAYYYY. Sooo I get up for work this morning and just for the heck of it went to try on a work shirt from a long time ago and was gonna do a whole before and after pic. BUT GUESS WHAT!!! IT ALREADY FIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes that's right SIZE SMALL work shirt. Thank you very much I am so excited. Gone from L/XL to size SMALL!! Yay! I am still doing great on the the pills with no side affects!

Today I ate:

Breakfast: Cheerios 80 calories

Lunch: Chicken nachos (5 nacho chips) Wasn't that hungry so IDK on calories???

Dinner: Penne with white chicken 320 calories

AND LOTS LOTS LOTS OF WATER!

Ashamed & Excited haha Can I be both?

OK I know its been 2 1/2 weeks since I have posted and that is bc I didn't continue my diet =( I gave up bc I didn't lose a pound again at all. I'm actually up AGAIN and very ashamed to admit my weight which is back to 161 lbs =...(. But Better news now I have realized that I have 48days until my week at the lake. Sooooo....Back to diet again today! I am very excited about starting back though. I started LipoFuze pills today so I'm excited to see the results of it. I haven't had any side affects with them. I don't feel hungry all the time too and when I see food that normally I would eat if its in front of me no matter if Im hungry or not I would eat it I dont want bc I am full feeling. They have actually gave me alot of energy which is great bc I take them at breakfast and lunch and Im at work during those hours so it gives me alot of energy and peppiness (sp?) lol for work! and its now 7:30pm and I am not as energized and also am not having the "crashing" feeling like most pills do. I feel GREAT/Normal. haha. I am gonna continue with a 1000 calories a day or less lots of water and nothing but water and my 30 day workout video with Jillian Michaels (thanks Heather). So be praying I have the strength to keep it up! Bc I am VERY weak when it comes to food!

Today I have ate:

Breakfast: Blueberry Muffin 190 calories

Lunch: Swanson Meal 400 calories

Dinner: Michelinas Meal 310 calories

Left with 100 calories! Yay!

Seeing change already..Down to 154 from 168!

Ok so this is my 3rd day of starting 1000-1500 calorie diet and drinking lots of water. Which the water part is the hardest part for me because I cant stand water but I'm getting used to it. =) I also started the "30 Day Shred with Jillian Michaels". Im already feeling better. I went and bought groceries today not my usual junk food but healthy foods. I was very proud of myself. This is a picture of me at 157.6 lbs. (Today I weighed myself and I weighed 155.4) =)

I WILL DEFINATELY NEED YOUR PRAYERS!

So this is me in Feb of 2009. =.( 168lbs. This is exactly how much I weighed when pregnant at 9months with my daughter 3 years ago. I am not pregnant in this picture so why do I look like it?? I am addicted to food. I have absolutely NO will power. I work full time and Im a mother. My days consist of work, eat, sleep. I never have time to cook nor have time to go to gym and I work in fast food which is place where NOTHING is healthy! I only get a 10min lunch break so I have to grab the quickest thing near by which is fattening greasy food. Even our healthy food is over 600 calories for one entree. It is now April and I went back looking at our pics of our trip and came across this one...WOW was I shocked. I knew I had gained weight but didnt realize how much I actually did. I have an AMAZING boyfriend who has never told me anything but how beautifull and skinny I am but what guy is gonna say "hey your fat dont you think you should go on a diet"! haha So I am now dieting not only for myself but for my daughter and boyfriend. I love you guys!